Something that I always do that hurt so much.

I realize it along time ago..But, it ring me back again and again now.
How I easy to make people to like me. It just like giving they hope that they can be mine.

Even they realize that we just "friends".

Sometimes, I feel so guilty to facing them face to face.
Because it will make me feel angry with my self.
And the questions will keep repeating again and again.

"If I do this, do I give them hope again...?"

"Will I hurt someone feeling again..?"

"Do I will see another person suffer because of me..?"

I'm not that perfect, I'm not that rich, I'm not that good enough to be with.
Even, what ever they said. The words will never reach my heart and mind.
For the last time, I know I did so many stuff to make people suffer because of my stupidity.
But the very end, I still not ready for anything.
Words are words. It will change sooner or later.
Don't try to get to much close to me, or you will feel deeply pain because of it.
I'm sorry for what I had done. I do that because I mean it as a friends.
Don't over think about it.

Love is just like a game that we played.
There a time when you lose, you can start all over again.
But when it comes to me. It just truth or false of life.
When you played with the love,
Then, the love will played with you.

Life wisely.